Dreaming

When I close my eyes I feel warm in my heart. 

Then it's suddenly disappear when I open my eyes.

Fall for or blind I don't know.

But when I close my eyes I am happy.

Confusion

It is a difficult feeling that I had.  After the talk I can't get him out of my head.  The time slowly crawl.  I am confused, hardly breath, broken, and painful.  I know what is a right thing to do but I don't want to.  No tear drop from my eyes only confusion.  The question of "what should I do?" is in my head.  I feel so tired.  I want to run away but where I have no where to go.  What should I do?  Maybe I know the answer but I don't want to do it.  Yes, maybe my friend is right now I am suffering. :-)

Going to be fine soon.

Just do it!!

Haven't update my blog for so long.
Today I have to prepare my Seminar class for next Monday topic leading.
I hope everything going well especially tomorrow when I have to work with my friends wish we can finished it fasts.

Now I still think about my life direction what I want to do.
Never feel secure about future.
I think this kind of feeling happen to everyone who think that they don't have capability in anything.
Kinda lost.  Yes this is how I feel at this time.
But I have to be strong, transform my idea to reality.
Just do it! <-- follow what Nike told me to do.
Stop talking and Just do it.  Yeah!!!

Holly from Hollywood

My new Blythe Hollywood BL First Version

Her name is Holly from Hollywood of cause.

In my sight, she looks really mature.

She likes to sleep under the tree 

while reading a good book.

Novel, Sci-fi, Fantasy every kinds of book.

Enjoy nature walking.

Giddy the Cat

Giddy the Cat

Instead of working with my Thesis, I design a logo for Giddy the Cat. =_=lll  There are two designs. My concept is of cause Giddy in the way that we can't depend on this cat. Never know what it is thinking or going to do.  The first design of giddy cat doesn't look giddy enough.  It look more mysterious and dangerous but a smart cat got a brain on its own. lol  So I design to design the real giddy cat that we can't guess what is it going to do.  It look fun, cheerful, playful, silly, kind and importantly can't guess what is it going to do next. lol <-- this is my meaning of Giddy the Cat which I think it is my character. (also cute.........yeah right)  I am thinking about changing its outfit to make its look more professional and give another looks when it is time to be serious this Giddy silly cat can be serious, too.

To where?

Sometime I feel like I am sinking into the deepest through the center of the earth which still cover with water.  Maybe it is in the universe or blackhole when there is no end of time.  I am sinking and sinking and sinking.  Letting my mind went through place, that I don't know where.  Imagination? or just daydreaming but my thought is not creative.  I just feel like floating and was suck by some core then another core and another...  Into the water with thousand of fish spread like a dust in the sky but I am sinking.  Deeper or shallower or upper...... I don't know.

It is good that I have space to write something like this. To write the feeling that noone can explain. ;-)

iPhone case

Brought new iPhone case today.
Capdase with sticker on it.