Confusion

It is a difficult feeling that I had.  After the talk I can't get him out of my head.  The time slowly crawl.  I am confused, hardly breath, broken, and painful.  I know what is a right thing to do but I don't want to.  No tear drop from my eyes only confusion.  The question of "what should I do?" is in my head.  I feel so tired.  I want to run away but where I have no where to go.  What should I do?  Maybe I know the answer but I don't want to do it.  Yes, maybe my friend is right now I am suffering. :-)

Going to be fine soon.

Just do it!!

Haven't update my blog for so long.
Today I have to prepare my Seminar class for next Monday topic leading.
I hope everything going well especially tomorrow when I have to work with my friends wish we can finished it fasts.

Now I still think about my life direction what I want to do.
Never feel secure about future.
I think this kind of feeling happen to everyone who think that they don't have capability in anything.
Kinda lost.  Yes this is how I feel at this time.
But I have to be strong, transform my idea to reality.
Just do it! <-- follow what Nike told me to do.
Stop talking and Just do it.  Yeah!!!